大义灭亲还是作恶到底?
妈妈非法按摩偷税假离婚骗福利虚假壁虎骗移民局,还要我撒谎害人骗捐款,我快崩溃了,我该怎么办?
前段时间,我妈妈教我撒谎制造假新闻害了一个姐姐,后来看了这位姐姐的贴出来的证据,觉得她挺无辜挺可怜的。新闻出来后,很多网友把我妈妈非法按摩、偷税、我爸假离婚骗福利的事全揭露了出来,甚至我父母欺骗移民局搞假壁虎移民也被供了出来,我的同学和校友,朋友都出来指责我,说我制造假新闻骗捐款,说我住别墅开豪车骗捐款,却把真正需要帮助的姐姐baiting Jiang害了,我现在非常痛苦,我叫Alex Yang(Hongyu Yang),是Berkeley大学刚毕业的大学生,我不想因为这件事毁了我的一生,但我不知道怎么办,现在几乎全世界都知道这件事了,为了害这位姐姐,我骗了房东组织、骗了美国主流媒体nbc,骗了朋友和律师,还在中文媒体上到处雇人发文章发评论毁谤这位姐姐,骗了所有的人,我该怎么办?当时是我父母一直劝我这样做,我父母中国出生文化低没读过什么书,我是在美国受的教育,刚开始我父母要我撒谎时我内心很不情愿,可是后来还是感情战胜了理性,我还是按他们说的去做了,我教会的朋友劝我忏悔、道歉、认错,可是律师却让我不要承认撒谎,可是我即使不承认,真相最终也出来了,我快崩溃了,所以我让我朋友在这发帖把我的内心话说出来会好受点,我现在后悔还来得及吗?我该怎么办?大众会原谅一个对公众撒谎害人的人吗?下面是撒谎制造的假新闻的链接,还有很多中文网站上的毁谤文章,你们搜索“baiting Jiang"和“baiting Jiang 中文”就可以找到。我不知道,我该怎么做才会弥补我撒谎造假造成的错

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.nbcbayarea.com/news/local/renter-accused-of-using-pandemic-to-live-rent-free-responds/2386800/%3famp

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.nbcbayarea.com/investigations/family-reclaims-home-after-being-forced-out-by-renter-they-say/2379796/%3famp

我骗捐款的网址

https://www.gofundme.com/f/homeowner-rents-out-room-during-covid19?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_lico+share-sheet

我家的豪车别墅

My mother illegally massaged tax evasion, fake divorce, scam welfare, fake gecko, scam the immigration bureau, and asked me to lie to cause people to swindle donations. I'm about to collapse, what should I do?
Some time ago, my mother taught me to lie and make fake news and killed a sister. Later, after reading the evidence posted by this sister, she felt that she was innocent and pitiful. After the news came out, many netizens exposed my mother’s illegal massage, tax evasion, and my dad’s fake divorce and welfare fraud. Even my parents cheated the immigration bureau to engage in fake gecko immigration. My classmates, alumni, and friends were also exposed. They all came out to accuse me, saying that I made fake news to cheat donations, that I lived in a villa and drove a luxury car to cheat donations, but killed my sister Baiting Jiang, who really needed help. I am in very pain now. My name is Alex Yang (Hongyu Yang). A fresh graduate from Berkeley University, I don’t want to ruin my life because of this incident, but I don’t know what to do. Now almost the whole world knows about it. In order to harm this sister, I lied to the landlord’s organization and deceive I defrauded friends and lawyers by the American mainstream media, nbc, and hired people everywhere in the Chinese media to post articles and comments to slander this sister. I deceived everyone. What should I do? At the time, my parents had been persuading me to do this. My parents were born in China and had a low culture and did not read any books. I was educated in the United States. At the beginning, my parents asked me to lie. I was very reluctant, but later my feelings were overcome. Reason, I still did what they said. Friends of my church advised me to confess, apologize, and admit my mistakes, but the lawyer told me not to confess to lying, but even if I didn’t admit it, the truth finally came out and I was about to collapse. So I asked my friend to post here to express my innermost feelings, it will feel better. Is it too late for me to regret it now? what should I do? Will the public forgive someone who lied to the public and harmed others? Below are links to fake news made by lying, and there are many slanderous articles on Chinese websites. You can find them by searching for "baiting Jiang" and "baiting Jiang Chinese". I don’t know, what should I do to make up for my lying and fraud

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.nbcbayarea.com/news/local/renter-accused-of-using-pandemic-to-live-rent-free-responds/2386800/%3famp

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.nbcbayarea.com/investigations/family-reclaims-home-after-being-forced-out-by-renter-they-say/2379796/%3famp

I cheated the donation URL

https://www.gofundme.com/f/homeowner-rents-out-room-during-covid19?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_lico+share-sheet

My luxury car villa